Fortunately, I am divorced and atheist after experiencing eight years of abuse. My religion does not allow relationships, so you have to marry the person to find out they are horrible. 'If you are going to get married, date that person for a long time. But: 'It's better to be alone than to live with someone who makes you feel alone.'' It's hard not to fall into the same powerless self-loathing pits. I feel all those old habits from childhood creeping back even though I'm desperately trying to fight them off. I don't want to let this ruin me (I still grew and learned a lot during that time), but man. So I kind of wish I'd never gotten married. Until like a decade later when he pulled the fucking rug from under my feet - he was apparently a different person all along and fundamentally betrayed my trust. Twink Step Son Josh Cannon Caught With His Moms Dildo Gets Family Fucked By Muscle Hunk Step Dad Myles Landon. Genuinely at peace for probably the first time in my life. 'After a childhood of emotional abuse, I was so relieved to find someone I loved who loved me I trusted him completely and was happy to be married.
Divorce sucks, and I regret ever falling in love.'
